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15 May 2009
It has been two weeks since the day she died. I'm 15 and I had to bury my mum, her name was Caroline. On Sunday morning my father found my Mum passed out on the floor of her room, he had no idea what happend, he woke her up and he thought it was a stroke. He rushed into my room to tell me we were taking her to emergency. I couldnt even understand what my mum was saying she was slurring so much. I was the one who called the paramedics.
Once we got to the hospital the first thing I head was, "where's my daughter, I want my daughter,it broke my heart cause she is possibly the strongest women I know and all I could see was the pain in her eyes. Later that day they rushed her into surgery and put her in a coma. She had a 50 50 chance of surviving which she did. But during the night she had three stroke one that affected the sight, another her left side causing her to be paralyzed, and yet another the changed her personality. We got the choice, Keep her alive and have her turn into a vegtable or be there till her very last breath. We chose the very last breath. I miss her more than anything, the only thing I want right now I can't have; I just want my mum. No one can compare to what I am feeling right now. She wanted to be at all my future events holding my hand. now she can't. I'm stuck being the strong one in my family, when all I want is to be held while I cry my eyes out for her. I'm the one who wrote her obit. and did the eulogy at the funeral.
There is not one day that I don't miss her.
I love you MAMA.
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